See, Think, Move

Yeap

2012-02-16T07:01:00.000-08:00

Me again. Life's getting busier but that ain't gonna stop me from giving thanks and time for Him.Without Him I am nothing. No doubt, I love Him more than anything.

By the way, FB is linsanity-ing. LOL. An awesome God servant player in the basketball play. Thank God for that [I am not really a basketball fans].

YAY and Ciao!

2012-02-14T00:42:00.000-08:00

Whether you are In a relationship or Single and Available or Single and Not Available or whatever it is.

Happy Valentine my dear readers (even though not much of reader xD)
Love you. XOXO

Ciao.

2012-02-11T02:05:00.000-08:00

Out in this world there is thousand and thousand and thousand stuff that I didn't know, didn't even come close to it. Thousand of things happening around me without me noticing it. Right at this moment I am typing this, there are newborn babies, mum suffering for labour, people dying, people laughing, people crying, people struggling to live through the day, people arguing, people praying, and all kind of things. This is a happening world but how many of us will slow down our footsteps and think about people that are perishing, struggling and suffering. I am one of those that ignore and not to say never bother but it just that not all time I put it in my heart. Though there is a small part in my heart that I always wanted to serve the people and help them in whatever ways that I can. In my mind, " This is not the time" and my heart ask " When is the time?" I have no answer for that right now, not even a single clue about it. I focus on things I should and at times I lost what God had put right in my heart. Life, uncontrollable in some way but controllable when you discipline yourself.

Filled with LOVE

2012-02-04T09:12:00.000-08:00

One month holidays. Where should I start. Many things happened in this one month. Good, bad, funny, miserable, worries and etc memories. As usual I had sisters with same frequency and that's 101% made my days during holidays. [ YOU KNOW YOU KNOW?(only she knows how to answer like what I want)] Great time spent with her eventho I became lil 恶魔 that cause her not doing homework and revision. LOL

Went to trip with friends all the way from KL to Sepang to Seremban to Malacca. Had a great time with food and friend definitely.

Then finally I had my CNY at home after two years not celebrating at home and getting ang pow. It just felt so right and I am glad.

Lack of words to express and type. Just some pics will do. Ciao.

The End

2011-12-31T20:00:00.000-08:00

Been thinking quite hard about what to write to end 2011. It's a must to do it but I have the feeling to write something to end it. The inspiration came yesterday, inspiration kononnya. HAHA!

Two zero one one. Many have a list of stuff, a list of commitment, a list of wishes and dream that they wanted to accomplish for the year. As for me, I have a few commitment that I made for myself and God. Well, some I did it, some, you know, it will somehow get lost somewhere in the middle. BUT, IT's a year with overflowing blessing for me. No matter in studies, in health, in my spiritual life and etc. I have uncounted blessing throughout this whole year. ~~Big blessing, medium blessing and small blessing~~ No such blessing to me, cause every blessing is awesome blessing. Some might think that the blessing isn't blessing but it's something that will happened so because it is meant to be like that. For me, it's a blessing, something that God has planned for me, something that God had gave me freely without taxing or charging any fee from me.

This year, I've been through so much troubles in studies. If you ever follow my blog and you will know what actually happened. If not it's ok, cause I am going to summarise it here. I met with some serious problem as in I am going to fail in one of the subject in this semester due to my group fault for not preparing reagent for the lab. The lecturer was so firm that she wanted to fail the whole class. It was a terrible Sunday, and I can't do anything about it except praying and leave it to Him. Miraculously, He answered my prayer and my whole class and I went through this and had a small punishment, cleaning the lab. It was really, truly blessing and I really thank Him for this! Well not only that, the studies getting harder, and I am really kinda of stress up. Cox I am not the kind of brilliant student, if people need one hour to memorise something I will need maybe double or triple of the time. I am that kind of student. He showed me how amazing when I depend on Him. I wouldn't say my result is the best, but it's enough to please Him, my parents and myself, even I think I can do better than this. He gave me the right words, right comfort, right discipline at the right time, right moment.

Move on, if you know me well, you will know that I have this frequent migraines and it's really a torture for me. For an unknown reason, the migraines attack seems to be more frequent and I barely able to bear it. I can have like three four times in a month. That's pretty bad when it came to exam and all kind of lab journals, lab reports and preparations to do. I don't know how I went through all these but I am sure that if it is not by the strength that He gave it to me, I surely can't go through it. Thousands of thanks to Him.

He, My comforter. As you know, I am still kind of having problems with this break up thingy for such a long time. I think been one year plus. The little pain that's in my heart, I have no where to turn to but only Him. So much of tears and energy been dried up because of this matter. No worries, I am fine. It just need some time to be ok. The thing is, I really want to Him for His faithfulness because He never leave me and the only place where I can cling on. He knows me better than any other else. I just love Him that much.
A very big hug I wish I can give it to people that been around me and go through all these with me. For being there whenever I need it, the ears that been listening, the heart that had felt for me and all the love.

Personally, I felt that I'd grow so much. I believe that I am stronger and tougher. 2011, a year of with overflowing blessing and love. I bet you had a same awesome year too.

That's the end of my 2011.

Oryza sativa

2011-12-22T19:43:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I travelled all the way from Bandung to Jogja, it's 8 hours train, 8 hours! My butt is in so much pain. Along the way, I saw thousands and thousands hectares of paddy fields. The thing that really strike me is, when you see thousands hectares of paddy field and there is one to ten labours working, they look so small just like scarecrow in the field. Imagine working under such a hot weather and such a big field to take care, that will be definitely a torture to me. The every single rice that we having, eating is from their hard work, and seriously no body even bothers their hard work (there are some do bothers ok). Wasting the rice is something I can't tolerate and feel so heartache, so people, please do try not to waste the rice. Just take a little if you think you can't finished it off. Have a moment, if you work thru all your sweats and hard work just to give something to your love one and being thrown away after seeing it and use it a several times, what will you feel?

There are thousands of occupation out there, you can name it and i bet you will absolutely forget about paddy field worker. We just take things for granted isn't. It's ok. Just take a moment, with a grateful heart, thank the one that do fills up your stomach everyday. =)

Ciao.

F.A.I.T.H

2011-12-21T06:35:00.000-08:00

It's not about how much you have done but it's the Grace that save and redeemed you and me. At times I lost the path, I can't find a way out for my problems, I lost my focus, I walked away. Then He take the lead to lead me back to the right one. Sometimes, we might stress up, fear, worry or even feel so unsecured. Sometimes it just takes a little more faith to believe in Him.

"God did not design our body to move in fear. In the times of hailing storm, where sinking seemed to be the only option. If fear would have gripped us, we may as well sink to our death. But no, there is something supernatural when you believe. It does not come from us, this power comes from God! When you believe, when you believe in Him. There will be no more fear. When Peter began to sink he cried out and said "Lord, save me!" And Jesus IMMEDIATELY reached out His hand and caught him. (Matthew 14:30)" Quoted from Someone.

I thank God for the very amazing strength that He gave it to me so freely and let me finished this semester. I had to say this is a tough semester with all the little problems, arguements that came along, etc. I thank Him for His 24 hours open arms that readily to hug me and comfort me whenever, wherever I need it.

Always remember that He is like a 24 hours shop readily to fill us when we hungry, thirsty, down or up and even more than that for You & Me. Have a little more faith ppl!

Just have faith

雨後天空

2011-12-17T11:57:00.000-08:00

當陽光照進曾經屬於我的房間

拆掉裝飾的牆壁空白的好明顯

所以回憶塞進了在等待的皮箱

只剩一句話不確定該怎麼包裝

我愛你只是說不出口

我愛你只好留在門口

我愛你我愛你

你的眼睛像雨後天空

無法忘記無法形容

而我是一朵雲湊巧經過

無法停留只好當作沒愛過

O-o-o-oh yeah

Hoo yea oh

熟悉的世界隨著路的距離模糊

心裡的遺憾卻隨著時間在加速

我愛你只是說不出口

我愛你只好讓風吹走

我愛你我愛你

你的眼睛像雨後天空

無法忘記無法形容

而我是一朵雲湊巧經過

無法停留只好當作沒愛過

Woah

陌生的城市總有點寒冷

但請別再為我心疼

悄悄離開是我自私的選擇

成長是個單獨旅程

你的眼睛像雨後天空

無法忘記無法形容

而我是一朵雲湊巧經過

無法停留無法停留

你的眼睛像雨後天空(你是最美的天空)

無法忘記無法形容(無法形容無法形容 Yea)

而我是一朵雲湊巧經過(只是湊巧經過)

無法停留只好當作(無法停留只好當作)

沒愛過

Tea? Coffee?

2011-12-15T21:25:00.000-08:00

Coffee or tea? I prefer coffee.

These two been accompanying me for this whole month.

All I want is enjoy them, not using them as my stimulant. *hmmmp*

Ciao for the moment.

2011-12-13T04:18:00.000-08:00

I gonna take things easy now. The more I care, the more screw it is.

Not chilling out, but stay calm.

A minute of Stress-free

2011-12-07T04:25:00.001-08:00

Simple cooking seems to be helping to get me out of stress for a minute.

Item of my stress-free, fried potato. [sound and seem unhealthy, but once in awhile and my POTATOES are rotting so the easiest way. Taaadaaa!] xD

Better start studying for next paper. Ciao!

Memories

2011-11-30T08:44:00.001-08:00

Some memories just stick with you forever and you gotta be good in handling it.

Form six life, Imissyou, really do.

Miss the way I woke up and rushed to school.

Miss the food I took for lunch.

Miss the small talk I had in class.

Miss the television I had in the house.

Miss the owner voice and care.

Miss waking up from nap at time and walked to dinner.

Miss the dinner that I used to grumble.

Miss the crazy night that I used to study.

Miss the atmosphere and mood after all.

I miss.

Did I make you miss something? Cause I miss something badly right now, right at this moment.

2011-11-18T11:37:00.000-08:00

Out of sudden, want this semester to end fast.
If can immediately, cause I am homesick!

Ciao.

Why Curls?

2011-11-17T05:55:00.000-08:00

Came across a lecturer that makes me think it is interesting.

He asked: "why your straight hair can became curly one? and why that will happen?"

Many will just accept yea, because one perm it and blah blah blah. Let's go with scientific explanation. Interesting.

Our hair is made up of keratin which is a fibrous protein. In the hair keratin monomers bind with one another to form long filaments. One way that they bind is through disulfide bridges that occur between individual cysteine amino acids.

Curly hair differs in the number of disulfide bond cross-links between methionine and cysteine amino acid units in individual keratin protein molecules. When we increase the number of disulfide bond, the amount of curl chemically, this is what we known as call permanent wave. (this is why when it bad smell when your hair burns, that's from the sulfur).

In other words, the left hand side is the straight hair, showing unbroken disulphide bonds. When perming, the s-s bond broken by a reducing agent and after oxidation the s-s bonds are re-aligned in a different order which then permanently changing the shape and producing a curl like in right hand side.

The reducing agent that normally used is ammonium thioglycollate and oxidizing agent is hydrogen peroxide but i not sure what they use in salon. Try to find out if you are going for a perm k. XD

I know this sound crazy, and why am I posting this. Just for fun and I am going crazy. LALALA~~~
Learn something after reading this?? HAHA!!!

Ciao

剪头发了

2011-11-08T10:19:00.000-08:00

当我觉得自己需要转换一个心情的时候

就会很想剪头发

有人说剪头发会剪掉不开心的事情

因此心情会变好

你听说了吗?

我就是这么觉得的

而且对我真的很有用

感觉好像不一样了

我就是那么感情用事

我就是那么的不逻辑

我就是爱跟着我的 FEELLING ~~~

因为我就是我

这样的我你有喜欢吗?

New look.

22 Birthday

2011-11-08T10:05:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, just wanna share something about the birthday that I had this year. Don't really know where to begin because the plan started when the clock strike 00:00. Girls, you guys are really awesome! Really appreciate it.

OK, let me summarised it. The night two girls surprise me with 8 red eggs! (it's kind of like chinese tradition to eat red eggs, right. haha!) Then the whole day, they annoyed me by asking me what to eat, where too eat blah blah blah. If you know me well, I am really bad and I REALLY hate making decision on what to eat. HAHA! Well, they succeeded and I was annoyed. Then turn out to have buffet dinner at eastern. Then, this two actress, Wei Yee and Weay told a lie that they can't join because of their boyfriend date. HUH! Who wouldn't believed that right? So I do believe that they can't be there to have dinner. Out of sudden when we reached the table in the restaurant, this two popped out from the table with a handmade domo cake! gosh!!! really cute! Then they handmade another pooh box for me and inside filled with stuff that I super like. Then continued the night with the favourite activity, sing K. That's it. Simple, but full of surprises! Thank you so so much for all that celebrated with me. FYI, check out my fb photos k. Surprise <3 22

There is something that worth to be mention. The one that really CLOSE to me actually forgot my day and I am the one that remind her! Hmmph! *you know it right in your heart if you read this* BLEK!

Oh ya, oh ya! I received two gift one week before my day. And I really like it!!!! =)

Done.

Bye October

2011-10-31T11:07:00.000-07:00

Officially say good bye my month, October.

Tough, sweet, awesome month I should say.

Will update more about October when I am free.

Gonna miss you October. And welcome November.

With love, Ciao.

2011-10-13T18:15:00.000-07:00

Word learnt:

Bazinga!

p/s: latelybeenintothebingbangtheory

My star

2011-10-08T08:56:00.000-07:00

People says "It takes a long time to grow an old friends" which appeared to be not so true for us. It takes awhile for us to recognise the frequency that bonding us that made us to be like oOld friend.

And I says " It takes a second to say "I love you, my BEST friend!"

"Good friends are like stars…. You don’t always see me, but you know I am always there."

Happy Birthday!!!!!

Me again.

2011-10-08T08:18:00.000-07:00

Please bear with me my dear reader, another pictures of me. xD

In the middle of busy days, nice food and laughter just can't be ignored. Had a great time celebrating people(s) birthday and Mafia game! Awesome!

By the way, wt's the most suitable word to use to express 自拍? hmmm ~~~ just can't find the suitable one.

Ciao!

October

2011-10-01T09:19:00.000-07:00

It's October. Happen to be favourite month. Welcome October.

Hope you and me had a great month peeps.

Ciao.

Babble

2011-09-27T10:19:00.000-07:00

The mood is on to write something. Here I am again to babble about something, anything. Been really really busy with lab journals. It's never fun to deal with journals that cracks your head to think about what excipients that you need to add. Oppsss, enough with that. The worst part is working in group. It really needs patience, a lot of it which I think it increasing in me. Maybe people think that I am fussy too *hmmmph* then fair and square huh. In the process, sometimesithinkiabletokillsomeone.

No matter how, God always send some good news in between of hardships to cheer me. Someone that I knew for almost 5 years brought me a good news that I long to hear about. CHEERS to her! (You know it's you when you read this). I might not be the one that always there to listen and talk but you know how much I care for you and I always will.

Next, next. Going to post about someone birthday. Hui Ping's Birthday. Well, it's kind of an adventure I should say. We plan for a surprise dinner with her on friday night. Then we went all the way to search for that damn Hartz chicken buffet. Guess what? We walk for like 20 mins and reach the place and it's under renovation the best and awesome thing that we found is that they stopped their business for some time. I was like shit! I have no other plan and no idea where to go cause we wanna try something new. So we walk for another like 30 mins to search for this another place, My Little Kitchen. Thank God, we did found it and the food is really not bad. I kinda like it. So so sorry for messing up, should have call and ask. Another best part, should be a surprise dinner and turn up not surprise because of someone. Haih, I am a bad planner.

There is another birthday which I couldn't plan and celebrate with. My pretty sista. She is getting independent, growing toward maturity spiritually and mentally, and getting prettier. I am proud of you, sis! So bless to have you along this journey and you always brighten my days. Handle yourself with care =) Love you to the max.

Lovely sis

For your information to those who is following my blog, I am doing great and no worries. Hope you doing great too.

Stop babbling and till next time.

Ciao!

Domo Again

2011-09-21T10:09:00.000-07:00

Woo~~~

Finally!!!! The long waited photo is in my hand. Hehe .... *like like like*

Ok, please don't misunderstand me. I like domo but I LOVE POOH and I will always loyal to Pooh! xD

Ciao!

有感而发

2011-09-10T19:50:00.000-07:00

最近常在面子书上看见一些朋友到世界各地旅行的照片.心里又很羡慕, 也很想到别的国家看看, 看看不一样的世界, 体会一下不一样的空气. 我想要背包旅啦!!!!!! 好羡慕,好羡慕别人!!! haih...

(接下来有点跳tone, 时突然有感而发. 哈哈)
有人说, 不要常常活在自己舒适的圈子里, 那多没意思啊. 我就是那多没意思的那个. 有多少次想走出这圈圈, 但有太多的事情困扰着我. (不知是不是在为知己找个借口,哈哈) 有人问我, 你已经XX岁了(保密,但大家也知道, =.=") , 对自己的未来有什么打算吗? 想过但要实现是有一定的难度. hmmm.... 是不是说人大了就有越来越多的烦恼和担心. 几米有一本, "世界别为我担心" 我觉得还蛮有意思的. 担心这,担心那. 但.......

我也想用我的方法来尝试体会着世界.

I'm in love

2011-09-06T04:46:00.000-07:00

In love with DOMO! Out of sudden I feel Domo is so so cute and I desperately want big Domo!!!
Domo is a very strange cartoon. It was born and cracked from egg. Weirdo, but I like it. As weird as I am. Domo extremely hate apple for some reason of DNA and I extremely hate durian for some reason that was born inside of me. HAHA!!! We both have a super duper dislike fruit eventho it's diff! hehehhehe ~~~~~

I really want a BIG one!!!! Domo, domo. Why are you so cute!

p/s: but my favourite still Pooh. HAHA!

2011-08-14T08:22:00.000-07:00

I met a XXXX today. Out of sudden this person started to tell me that batik is own by Indonesia, "olus? otus?" something sound like that also own by Indonesia, obviously XXXX is an Indonesian. Not that I don't like this XXXX or I'm trying to say bad stuff about XXXX. Just that it irritated me.

What it is about your country stuff and not from MALAYSIA?! Is it that important? In my view, it makes no value when people can't enjoy or value the stuff. Those stuff are meant to be share among countries that knows how to treasure and value it. So why is it so important about the origin? No doubt, the history of the stuff counts, but we are looking forward and hoping more to come and know about this stuff right? Gosh, ye BE open a lil!

Just don't get it why people are so obsess with this is MINE country stuff and that is MINE country stuff. =.="
SHARE!

Done letting feeling out.
Ciao!

Solved

2011-08-14T08:05:00.000-07:00

Many times in my life I experienced how HE actually worked in my life.

This time HE works in HIS own way again. Something had been bothering me for quite a long time. Something that I don't understand even I read it so many times and think about it so many times for the past one week. HE showed me and explain to me through HIS man today. When I heard that, I was like OMG this is what I've been looking for!!! "You are an AWESOME GOD!" Have you ever come across this situation? I love it!

"Php 4:19 But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus."

My little One

2011-08-12T08:47:00.000-07:00

The love one!

亲爱的,

Happy Birthday!!! This post is only for you. *only youuuuuuu, only youuuuuuu~~~~~* muahahahaha
Too bad huh I am not there for your birthday. 乖啊, don't cry. hiak hiak hiak.

Suddenly miss you so much la wey! Miss your laughter, miss laughing with you, miss talking non sense with you, miss being so "beh tahan" with you, miss fight for food with you, miss doing crazy stuff with, damn I really miss it. I also miss bullied by you, weird huh? I think I am crazy ady eee! gosh!!!!!

Love you to the max! Muacksss. XOXO

Update

2011-08-08T06:44:00.000-07:00

I am BACK in Bandung. Well in two and half weeks time I will be back in Malaysia again (raya break)! WAHAHA! It's not my fault that I travel like this, ITS the bad planning of holidays of ITB. *sigh*

Neway, here to blog about my holidays but don't really know how to put it into sentences. Don't really how to express. The main I did was, being ~~maid,~~ no no, cant use the word maid, being a GOOD Girl. LOL. My job? Drivers, cook, cleaner and also an "eater". I like it? Yes no maybe. HAHA! but it really feels good to rot in the house after one semester. xD

Oh oh, before I forgot. I went to the Pharmacy department of HKK (Hospital Kuala Krai) for two weeks to see how actually it function. Two weeks is short! BUT trust me, it's damn boring when you knows nothing and be at there. Another BUT, I do ~~learn~~ know some stuff and some drugs name that I barely can keep in mind what it is for. BAD. Too bad huh. I need some Ginkgo biloba to enhance my memory power. DUH. For the mean time, I think and feels that working isn't cool at all! That's it I wanna share about that.

******************************************************************

New semester! It's my 5th sem. Beginning of new semester always make me think. WHAT elective to TAKE! Aaaaaaarghhhh!!!! My head wanna Crack ady eeee! hmmmm ~~~~~

K la, reports till here. Ciao!

2011-07-27T08:16:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you just need an answer to walk on.

and now I have the guts to ask.
Answer awaits.

Sentimental

2011-07-08T09:42:00.000-07:00

At times, we are so used to the things and people around us. Slowly, we take things for granted. We tend to take things lightly and make it a compulsory stuff. We choose to let our heart to be harden and "yea, it should be like this. that's usual".

The fact is, everything happen for and with a reason.

I want to learn to appreciate things and people more.
Learn to love from the bottom of my heart because I can't afford to miss a single things that beautify my life.

For those who reading this, just so you know, I appreciate and thank God for your presence in my life. I REALLY do because you are special in your own ways.

What a sentimental post. HAHA. "but it's true k"

Ciao!

几米

2011-07-06T00:28:00.000-07:00

　月光清冷的那一个夜晚，

　　　　我爬上高树，

　　　　森林一片寂静。

我真想坐在树上慢慢等待，

　直到青涩的果子转为艳红。

等待着属于我的......

2011-06-27T09:25:00.000-07:00

Yahhooo! I'm back. Back from a place from Malaysia, stop it so damn "wu liao", PENANG. Went to Penang for 2 days and 2 night. Quite a tight journey with friends. But overall I like it.

Let me start with this. Food. Very first thing we reached penang is find for food at Gurney Drive. Gosh! Damn a lot of people. Ate char kuey tiao, ABC, lok lok, cendol, o cien, etc.... nice!!! yummy yummy.

Next day, breakfast in a simple shop. EEEE ... not nice. HAHA. Then we went to penang hill. Another OMG! A lot of people queuing to buy the ticket. So we sent one and buy. The waiting moment we saw real sucks and GELI stuff. A guy is digging this nose so hardly that he need to dig for few times with different fingers. YUCKSSS. It's public man. Come on! Stay away. What an unlucky day, he went in the same coach v me and Joo. GRRRRR. "Stay AWAY!" my heart shouted. Penang hill, actually nothing to do, but I like the air and the view. That's it. The slope is like WOW!!!

Then we went to Kek Lok Si. I've been there when I was small and I just recalled when I wad there. LOL. Didn't really went all the way up. Too hot and not interesting for me. p/s: we jz being lazy. HEHE

Then we had penag laksa which I like very much. It taste real good!!! Love it. And with the Poh Piah dipping into the soup of laksa. WOW WOW!! 一级棒!!!

Next station is Toy Museum. Real a lot of toysss. But I dont like is that it's not organise. =.=" Not nice not nice. Spent almost 1 hour plus inside, and then dinner time! We went to The Only Charlie Brown in Malaysia. I like that place. Real cute and not much choice of food but the food we ordered was quite tasty and I like the latte there. Then we went to QUEENBAYS mall for shopping and movie! Treasure Inn. 财神客栈. very funny ! Laugh thru out the movie!!! HAHAHHAHAHA.

Next morning, dimsum breakfast. Yum Yum. Then hunt for Tao Sar Pneah. What a tight journey. The funny things is the GPS lead us to the back door of the shop that we wanted to go. HAHA! My friend eventually said that it's like the GPS telling us. Steal and Run. We laugh so hard. What a GPS. Then Bye to Penang!

Photos? hmmm... I din really take much. I just enjoyed the journey. Simple journey but I did had lots of fun. =)

Tired! Ciao~~~

Listen

2011-06-15T19:20:00.000-07:00

We are living in a hectic world. At times we are brought away by our own stuff, emotions and feelings. Have we forgotten to take some silent moment to listen carefully to our inner being and our inner most.

Don't ever ignore them cause they are the one that tell you what you really looking for.

Just listen.

Ciao.

Selfish

2011-05-19T05:13:00.000-07:00

I guess we just can't stay out from being not selfish. Many things you are force to make a decision where either side will face some injustice. No matter how neutral I am, I still vote for something that makes my life easier. Hope that my vote doesn't cause any "severe" impact to others. HAHA!
Oh gosh...talking nonsense again.
Better ciao, two paper tmrw. Just here to type something to release saturated brain.

My gift to my blog ----->

Silver Anniversary

2011-05-16T10:59:00.000-07:00

Lately been coming across with many wedding thingy in facebook. It seems that it's a marriage year of lots of people as in friends and even celebrities. Everyone been falling into happiness and love by builiding a home together with their commitment they made with their spouse. I wish for unfailing love and joy be upon those new marriages.

What I should say. Building a home with someone you love isn't easy at all. You need a lot of patience, love, joy and care and etc. I saw that in my parent. I see how they walk through for more than 20 years. The small small bump that they face, the sweet moments that they spent, the small arguements and so many more. Because of them, I am who I am and I believe that four of us it's a gift to them to cheer them and to take care of them in lil things.

Honestly I am really bless to have them as my parent and not others.

I love you, dad and mom. Forever!!

Happy 25th Anniversary my Dearest

p/s: Happy Teacher's Day to all the teachers in the world. Thanks for the effort that you had put on me. =)

Ooorigami

2011-05-15T03:39:00.000-07:00

This is what I've been up to and like to do lately when I have free time. ORIGAMI. It's quite interesting and makes me feel so satisfied when something is up and it look alike with I supposed to fold. (that's my own opinion, whether alike or not. wahahah. what you think? alike??)

It's not hard. It's not complicated. It just need some of your patience to finish it up. Something I earned by spending some time on it is STRESS RELIEVER. haha!

Able to notice what's that?? ELEPHANT. yea, that's an elephant. There are more in my collection, shall include in my other blog post next time.

Elephant!!

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I am now in the final fever. Final Final and Final. That's what keep bothering me. It's ok coz just one and a half week to go with 7 papers. It's ok. IT'S OK! calm down calm down, I am just going mad with this finals and it's not ok. HAHA! Too many papers to go and too many stuff to memorise. I guess my brain cell is finishing up and I need Holidaysssss to regenerate it!!! BUT I hope it is still more than enough for me to carry on with the rest of my papers. =D

OK betta stop now. See ya another time very soon.
Ciao!

给妈妈您的Post

2011-05-07T09:14:00.000-07:00

母亲大人，

常常爱开您玩笑，爱把您气坏的我，爱让您担心的我，爱兜您，爱看见您灿烂笑容的我在此想对你说声“母亲节快乐！”最近的我应该没做错事吧! 哈哈当然啦，都没在家但还是要说"对不起让，您担心我了。”

最后，为你献上了我亲手做的三朵粉红玫瑰，代表“我爱你！"(喜欢吗?）

p/s: Happy Mother's Day to all mother's out there too. =)

My Redeemer Lives - Nicole C Mullen

2011-04-30T21:01:00.000-07:00

This song remind me of a friend. Jasmine aka Qiu Yi. You are the one that introduce this song to me and I really fall in love it. It remind and calm me from everything that I am facing.

Blessed Sunday people!

Gotta ciao! (exam, haix...)

Random

2011-04-28T07:47:00.000-07:00

What's unity means when there is a clear division in races? What's unity means when self center is in control? What's unity when each can't think about others? What's unity when talking is just you and mine action? What's unity? I don't get the point. No matter it is the small matter around me or it's the nation talk. I just dont get it. So, stop fooling around and spreading about unite together people. Different people, different view point. No doubt. There is always for things to work out isn't? My view. Tolerance and accepting of critisms. It's not easy and that's why unity is just sort of bullshit thingy that goes round and round without this two basic. Unity will just take place when there is me in you and you in me.

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Japan. That's what I've been praying. For healing to take place, for faith to be continue to hold on and to be increase. Some might say, it's a sign of the Last Day. Honestly, I don'y know either. What I do believe is that God loves His people and absolutely He will protect and show His kindness to His people. As for the Last Day, be prepared all the time and guard our heart all the TIME.

'Be on your guard! Be alert! You do not know when that time will come" Mark 13:33

"Be on your guard, stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong." 1Cor 16:13

To those who having exams, good luck! Ciao !

胡夏《愛都是對的》

2011-04-26T21:18:00.000-07:00

2011-04-26T06:04:00.001-07:00

Sometimes, I wonder what kind of person I am.
Just some thinking.

Different way

2011-04-20T05:17:00.000-07:00

Sometimes this is how He works.
Sending a message or sort of reminder of something to correct me through someone that I don’t really like to talk to. You experienced that?
The feeling is like why should I listen to you and another feeling is like “Ohhh My Gosh!” I’ve been acting this way… complicated and very 矛盾. LOL

That’s when we must learn how to keep our mouth shut and listen and correct ourself even if the words are coming out of someone that you dislike.

Blessed day me.

Ciao!

Tsk tsk tsk

2011-04-17T02:28:00.000-07:00

Been thinking what to post up here. Been thinking what to write here. Been thinking what to share here. Been doing a lot of thinking lately. HAHA (man just can't live without thinking, 无聊)

April, a month without examS but fills with TONS of assignments, reports, homeworks, presentation. One after another. But but but, there is still space for me to breathe, to chill and to Relax! (that's so call lazyness i guess xD)

Chilling a lot is not a good thing too. Sometimes need a push and get back on track so that I will not be in holidays and lazy mood. So I better off my lazy mood and start my engine. hmmm... Oh yea, something bad happen, had a drop in weight, 3KG!! tsk tsk tsk !! mayb something wrong with the weighing? i guess so, No matter what gotta eat more! hehehehe

Hair is longer and is time for another cut? thinking again.... =D

To those out there who is "spying" on my blog, have a great week ahead! =)

Ciao ~~~

2011-04-11T10:20:00.000-07:00

The journey is mine, I am going walk it through and have a Extraordinary journey that belong to me.

一个人

2011-04-07T09:55:00.000-07:00

一个人单身久了
会懒得恋爱

一个人单身久了
朋友会越重要

一个人单身久了
会越来越喜欢听歌

一个人单身久了
电话会常常忘记带

一个人单身久了
就会养成一个怪癖

一个人单身久了
对爱情会越来越挑剔

一个人单身久了
除了寂寞点外
还是蛮开心的
一个人单身久了
会慢慢变得成熟起来

一个人单身久了
会比以前更爱父母
更重视亲情

一个人单身久了
对所有的节日大多没什么期待

一个人单身久了
看到别人一对对的很甜蜜
心里多少还是会有些介意

一个人单身久了
会喜欢买很多鞋子
带自己去很多很远的地方

一个人单身久了
会觉得无拘无束自由自在

一个人单身久了
爱情会变得越来越不重要
取而代之的是钱和事业

一个人单身久了
会越来越理性
越来越现实

一个人单身久了
是很幸福的时光
虽然有一点点无聊和寂寞
但是游走在自己的街道上
什么都可以无所谓
没有任何束缚

一个人单身久了
会上瘾的

p/s: 对了一半。=D

2011-04-07T09:27:00.001-07:00

My first banana boat experience to Pangandaran Beach!

Wheee~~~ I enjoyed it so so much.

Dark Dark Dark.

Sunburn. Worth it. =D

My letter

2011-03-26T22:25:00.000-07:00

Dearest Daddy Tan,

I am your second daughter here, writing this blog just for you. How grateful I am for having you at my side encourage me when I fall; how thankful I am for having you as one of the greatest gift from God. I might not always please you with my words or actions, but deep inside me, I love you more than you can imagine!!!! I will o what I can to cherish you every moment and make you laugh as much as I can. =D May God's unfailing love continue to shower upon my lovely and superb Dad all the time.

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With lots of love,

Joanna

2011-03-19T00:07:00.000-07:00

最近在PPTV看了黑白配的结婚宣言

他们真的太令我感动了
怎么说就觉得他们的故事好真实
就算是伪造的我相信了真的相信了
爱情本来就这样就会有认定的那一个
但往往事情就不是我们能控制的
十年了终于要结婚了
这样的爱情我也想要
想要有能守护着自己这么长时间
心情突然有点down

想念了

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2011-03-18T14:11:00.000-07:00

Someone use to tell me
Smile more, you look better with the smile
Without smile, you look scary

Someone use to tell me
Take care of youself more, dont fall sick
I do take care, but still sick once a awhile

Someone use to ask me
What can I do to cheer you up when you sad
I say don't know, but simply being there for me is more than enough

I know this is random, but just feel like posting.
Sometimes things is just out of our control, we can't always get what we want. The most is follow what your heart direct you to be. =)

It's time to sleep. Ciao !

2011-03-13T08:02:00.000-07:00

Do not fear ...

The Lord your God

is with you ...

He will quiet you

with His love.

Zeph 3:16-17

Sometimes God calms the storms;

Sometimes God lets the storms rage

and calms His child.

2011-03-06T02:34:00.000-08:00

" arrrrr arrrrr arrrrr and arrrrrr!!!" So many things to be done. So many things to read up. So many things to think. That's what I need to survive from this semester. "All Izz Well"-suddenly thought of this from three idiots. Yes everything will be well and ok.

On a particular day, my mood was bad, emo. Then I went up to the balcony and lie down again and look the blue blue sky. It was so blue, my mood just calm down. Suddenly, the blue sky turned grey. That's life isn't it? Life will never be 100% and always smooth, there will always be some hindrances. Just like the sky, it will never always be blue, sometimes we need grey cloud which fill with rain that will again refresh us from all things.

Yesterday was Jay's concert. I was excited when Joo call me from there. Very excited. One of my friend beside me said that I am crazy over him. Eheemmm .. clarify. I am not crazy over him, I just admire his singing skill and his voice. Well he is handsome in my eye too. I don't know how to sing all his song, so how can I be crazy over him?? clear? phewwww ...the truth is i am excited when I hear his voice thru the phone even a bit blur.

Out of sudden, I miss Lily and Lydia a lot. Da jie? hmmmm... also miss but then still ok cause still can chat through online and call often. For both the naughties, they seldom on seldom phone. miss you two here ... XOXO

till now.. ciao!

饿了

2011-02-26T09:02:00.001-08:00

“gruuuuuuhhhhh” that’s the sound of drum in my stomach everytime I get hungry. Real hungry. So loud till my friend around me can hear it. Owhhh … that’s so ashame. When I get hungry I eat. What’s the point of starving yourself when you can eat. Isn’t that call self-torture? Hmmm …. I seriously can’t understand people like this. When you don’t eat, gastric, low blood pressure, low sugar level blah and blah is coming to your body. And you suffer by can’t enjoy your day. What’s the point then?

Just a simple theory. Hungry? Eat. Why make life that difficult for yourself.

Ciao!

蓝蓝的天

2011-02-25T19:03:00.000-08:00

Yesterday after awhile of "skipping", i lie down on the floor at the balcony of my house.

With smooth and mild wind blowing, not too sunny weather.

Owhh ...

Then only I noticed how beautiful is the blue blue sky with the decoration of the white white cloud.

How great is the Creator that able to create something that is so beautiful.

P/s: I should do that more often. 爱上了蓝天加白云

2011-02-18T17:48:00.000-08:00

To trust or not to trust that's a question.
It is better that I choose not to trust? hmmm ....
(I guess many will say depend on what issue you are referring. >.< that's secret!)

Lately

2011-02-10T07:01:00.000-08:00

The first ticket in for ALONE movie. Hmmm ... feel not bad about it. =D

One of my dinner ... my egg not bad looking huh? hhahha!

The second ang pao which actually I hold in hand this cny from wei yee's mom =)

My dinner on 初一, tomyam fried rice. Taste? hmmm... not alike

My drink. ABC! mmmm... yummy. Love it! Alike % = 99%

Here you go, just feel like updating some photos in my blog. =)

宅了

2011-02-04T04:03:00.000-08:00

这几天的我
快要变宅女了啦
但但
我好像也蛮喜欢的
哇哈哈~~~

jz feel like writting something... ok ciao!

2011-02-01T18:30:00.003-08:00

Waking up in the morning, telling my heart, IT"S CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!!!

The feeling that I used to have on this day just overflow in ma heart though I am not at home.

Great start!

2011-01-30T21:22:00.000-08:00

I guess that's LIFE.

So have a tap in heart and say: "All is well."

2011-01-26T08:52:00.001-08:00

naega michingeoya
nae ma-eum-i god pogbal
gago jeoliga!

一个人生活

2011-01-25T20:06:00.000-08:00

想做的，来不及。
那时的我，应该珍惜。
现在的我，后悔了。
后悔了，为什么不勇敢一点。
至少现在的我，会着那段回忆。

一年后的我，还是这样吗？
放过了他，放过了自己吗？

因为没有了
所以喜欢一个人了
一个人做自己喜欢做的事情
我想我是可以的
一个人，也不错。

Appreciate

2011-01-22T21:51:00.000-08:00

Little things that will melt your heart. You might come across with small small things that people around you do for you, just to fulfill your heart's and your crave for something. The things might be so common, so simple but the feeling of so thankful and grateful will fill up your heart!

Ama and mom preparing the "kiam hu te bak" for me. I am craving for it before I left. yeahhh!

Mummy and ah ma with their cute pose. Look like playing hide and seek right? haha! (I asked them to stagnant for just awhile for this picture.=D)

Lydia is forced to pose as I want. haha!

Lily quietly filled up my chewing gum with hers which is different in color even I said dont need. awww ...

1st Ang Pow

2011-01-19T20:20:00.000-08:00

My first ang pow from Ah Ma! wooohoo~~~

It doesn't matter how much is behind this red envelope. The thing that matter me is the heart of ah ma that realizing I wont be around and gave me this. A day of two hours chat is really not enough. Time flies...

I like "lepaking" and chit chatting with ah ma. =D

2011-01-19T08:14:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, somewhere, somehow, the small part of your heart speak according to your inner most. Be quiet and listen, it will show you a way out.

That's what I am holding on.

Surprise from dad and mom!

2011-01-16T08:39:00.000-08:00

Surprised! I am really surprised by dad and mom. Owhhh … I just love it so much. A brand new purple swatch watch. Never thought that mom and dad will bought that for me. Hehehe… happy happy.

Here you go, some photos on my new watch! =D

Still in the case, resting.

Opening ...

It's right on my hand! wheee~~~~

Miss

2011-01-15T18:46:00.000-08:00

Missing someone isn't really that bad. Like I miss my san jie. Missing her makes me think a lot of the crazy and funny moment that I used to have with her. Frankly, I am so sick of sleeping habit sometimes, thinking back it might because I just want to spend more time with her but she choose to sleep. Grrrrrr... It's ok. Now when I see m bed, I feel something missing. The lazy bum Lily is missing from my bed. Owhhhh ..... My sister really grown up that fast. So fast that I didn't realize that I am going to turn into XX. HAHA. Growing up, walking away from house, living alone, study alone and that's when I feel house the best of all. San Jie ar San Jie, please do take care yourself k. Er Jie is missing you badly right here right now.

For your information, I am just another home sick human being. =D

2011-01-13T04:56:00.000-08:00

Sometimes it is good to follow what your heart tells you. Just don't ever ignore the very small reminder that is in your heart. Today I went out and I parked my car not in order, so many times I did the same thing I thought that should be ok but then who knows kena SAMAN. aiyoyoyoyoo...Actually before I parked the car there I already thought that I should park it nicely this time, but who knows someone blocked and used quarter of my lot. hmmm ... there is when the thought of never mind take place. Sigh ... Saman Saman....

That is why sometimes, something, you should just listen to what your heart tells you cause I believe that it is the Holy Spirit that is working. Too bad for me because I miss it. =.="

2011-01-09T21:43:00.000-08:00

My blog is dying and I need to post soomething, just something. Hehehe

Fuhhh!!! Holidays. Rain. Sisters. Dad. Mom. House. Bed. Blanket. Food. Water. That's all I need for holidayssss. Been on holidaysss for two and more weekss...did nothing. Well that's what holidays should mean to me. Two words 颓废. Hahahahahahaha! Though sometimes feel really 废, but what to do it's holidays. It's time to let brain think of things that I need to think.
Clear up some thing, insert some thing, and refresh some thing. Ok la, stop here.

Oh ya, Happy Brand New Year to those who drop by and read this. Wish you have another fruitful year. =)

L.I.F.E

2010-12-12T08:56:00.000-08:00

Lately I'd been coming across with this news about a guy that committed suicide because his girlfriend broke up with him. It sounded so dramatic to me. I believe out in the world there are thousand of cases like this. What really that makes me feel that it is so dramatic is that he still capable of FB, took crying photo and post it up, blah blah blah. What is wrong with him? That's breaks my heart when I heard and read about that news. I've been thinking whether to post or not to post. Posting over something like this news is so lame and I just feel that I shouldn't have waste time commenting over someone that no idea of what life is. But, here I am, blogging, writing. Just feel that maybe it might be something that remind perhaps someone that needed.

How can one just took his life just like that. Life is so precious that I can't even figure out what is in these people's mind. Come on teenagers, you must be able to love yourself before you get yourself into a relationship. Don't tell me how much you can love a person when you can't even love yourself. There is no one except you yourself can love you even more, and there is no one else in this world that will love you as God does. Love isn't something about trying to convince other to love you. People, just think about your love one that had been always around and beside you. Your family. Your friends. You have no idea what future that holds in your hand, the plans that God have for you and me, it's much much greater than all things than you and me can imagine. Putting an end to your life that's really not a good choice INDEED it's a foolish act.

Suddenly a song came into my mind. Black Eyed Peas. "where is the love"

What's wrong with the world mama?

People living like aint got no mamas

I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama

Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma.....

P/s: Love your own life and love yourself. Most of all love God.

It's the month of christmas

2010-12-10T20:05:00.000-08:00

Christmas is around the corner people!

Christmas always seem to be something to connected to christians. Just so you know, I am a follower of Christ but christmas always not my thing. Dad use to tell me that christmas is a pagan festivals and it's not a date where Christ is born. That's the answer to me when I questioned why there is no celebration of christmas in church.

Yesterday, I watched a movie <>. It talks about how people lost the spirit of christmas and how they eventually gained it back. Nice movie. In the movie, there is a word goes to the dog catcher
"The best way to heal your broken heart is to give to those in need" and to the dog "You are too extraordinary to be ordinary." That remind me that everyone is so special and everyone is too extraordinary to be ordinary. We should have appreciate every single one that came, comes and coming into our life. They are here for you for a purpose or even many purpose.

Well back to the topic. What christmas mean to me. Frankly, I am not sure. Each year, christmas is just a festival that people like to wear red, look HO HO HO and presents! To me christmas is like a Reminder. Remind me that the end of year is few days away. A Reminder that what I had done through this whole year. A Reminder to me about every single things... To me christmas is giving. Giving all you can to the people around you. Present (HAHA), love, care, forgiveness, everything you capable. Well that's means that everyday should be christmas! As i said, on that day it's just a Reminder that are you doing all that. Christmas is not all about presents, red hat and christmas tree!

I always wanted to celebrate christmas just like others do. But I never had a great "physical" christmas after all. What I had is heart celebration christmas inside my heart.

By the way, I love the atmosphere of Christmas! HO HO HO ~~~ ^^

再次出发

2010-12-08T06:37:00.000-08:00

走了看了想了做了
不知怎么它还是一样的
不同的是它好像还是装着他

常常会问大家你好吗？
今天我想问问自己我好吗？
准备好了吗？
准备好了再次勇敢的出发吗？
准备好了再次的绽放自己美丽的火花吗？

加油吧，陈丽仙！
加油吧，大家!

2010-11-27T16:26:00.000-08:00

Wow! Wah! Yes! Yeah! Wahahaha!

Tell me if there is more excited phase and sound that you made when you are excited.

Yes! I am excited! Excited with how fast this SEM is going to be a past. Excited on how happy I am to finish the cruel and crazy part of botany Lab. Coz it's done, it's finished. muahahahah !!!

Less than one month I am back. Back to M'sia!! Wooohooo ... This sem end unexpectedly. Seniors use to say, first year honey moon- TPB (tahun paling bahagia), second year then you know how to die. Now I am in second year, they are telling me, second year nothing, third year then you know what is suffer. Aduh.... senior senior, i guess there isn't any easy road fro study. But just enjoy it even you are suffering with not enough sleep, with unfinished assignment, with load of lab reports and etc etc. That's just how it should go.

Gone thru a lot of headaches this few weeks. huh ... hope it will not attack me for the coming weeks.

The war of final is ON!!! aza aza fightin'

2010-11-24T06:58:00.000-08:00

When things goes wrong, how should I react?

When I can't figure out what's in your mind, what should I say?

When I heard things behind me, what should I feel?

When the worlds start to pin point at me, tears, will you fall?

I wish I will know how to react.

I wish I will know what to say.

I wish I will control my heart and mind.

I wish my tears will not fall.

You can say a thousand, million, billion bad things about me

You can say and describe me in whatever ways you want

You can tell others how am I

But when you know the truth

You will know that you are wrong

My heart, feels the pain.

2010-11-19T19:07:00.000-08:00

Dear Lord,

Restore me

Awaken my heart

To love and adore you O Lord

Awaken my heart

To bow down before You O my Lord

Awaken my heart

To know Your love

And to love You in return

Freely flowing from

An awaken heart

I pray.

I promise

2010-11-15T23:01:00.000-08:00

When things happen.

I wont try to put the blame on others.

That's my fault.

That's because I am not careful.

That's because I am lazy.

That's because I am taking things for granted.

That's because I rely on people.

That's because I trust too much.

I should have do it and take the responsibility

But I am not .... That's really my fault.

I feel sorry for myself for letting these kind of things to happen.

Once is enough. It will never happen again.

I promise.

Blessed Sunday

2010-11-14T05:55:00.000-08:00

I happened to attend a church and I was bless with this jokes from this reverence name Harry Sudarma. [if i not mistaken] He told a joke that goes like this:

A pastor and some other members went to Indonesia for kind of like holidays i guess. They were on their journey to their destination by a van drove by a Indonesian driver. They came to a road that is so narrow. Yet the driver drove like a mad guy and speed up when at the narrow road. The pastor which sat beside the driver started to ask the driver to slow down, but the driver jz ignore him. So he and other believers started to pray for their own safety. Who knows, the driver really missed a corner and felt down the hill. All died.

So, when this pastor came to the door of heaven, the angel stopped him and say:" you cant enter" He started to claimed that he is a pastor and he preaches God's word blah blah blah... still the angel say NO. After awhile, a man walked pass the angel and walk into heaven. The pastor shouted,"hey! he is the man that killed us. How can he be in heaven?!"

The angel answer him:"When you preach people goes to sleep, when he drive people started to pray."

HAHAHAHA

What actually the rev trying to deliver is that BE a person that able to CHANGE people. Change only 180 degree but not 360 degree if not the person will back to the same spot. It make sense. Be an impact to the lives around you and start make a change in others life.

儿歌

2010-11-11T09:50:00.000-08:00

wheee ~~~ 上课时好不专心结果就写唱过的儿歌.
华语退步了耶.... 哈哈!xD

Eat. Pray. Love.

2010-11-08T20:37:00.000-08:00

There is a joke in Eat.Pray.Love. movie.

"A poor guy always went to the church and pray to statue god. "God, God. Please please please please let me win a lottery." He made this prayer everyday. One day, this statue came alive and tell to this poor guy, "Dear son, please please please please buy a ticket."

wahahaha~~~~ funny right? The thing that I would like to share here is the same things. Many times, we are like this little poor man, praying and asking God. Please please please please give me this give me that. We forget that how can we get something when we didn't even start doing the things that we want. Have a starting point. Nothing comes for free. Even God is able to give you anything that you want, but at the same time He command us to work and harvest right?

Same goes with our daily life. There is no free lunch in this world. Something that you will need to put in in order to get the free lunch. So, stop acting like the poor guy. Get up from our ass and start working. He is watching and surely you will get what you deserve. =)

Hope you being blessed by this funny joke.

Mmmm…

2010-11-06T23:04:00.000-07:00

Close and open the webpage of my blog post. Type and delete things I wanna right. It seems too many things in my head but I just don’t know how to organise things in my head. *roaring, Grrrrrr*

I had busy busy days. With unfinished stuff to do, to type and to read and with unfinished people to face with. Different people with different behaviour, different subject with different way of reading, different me with different energy. All I have is the unlimited energy! WAHAHA. Because I have a God that supply me all energy that I need. =D

People, I need sometimes to arrange my thoughts to share with you again.

Look at me! I am santai-ing. Ok now, ciao! Till the next post.

Here you goes

2010-10-30T04:41:00.000-07:00

Here you goes with my 21st Birthday ...

My day started like this ---->>>

Exam!!! grrr ....

Having Korean food for dinner !

Photo section ...

Yummy yummy

Food !! I love it ... eat till stomach wanna burst

Chili time. LOL. Not spicy at all !

My surprised birthday cake made by two ping and sonnia!

Wheee I like this photo e !

Something wrong with the alignment. huh ... But never mind la. I enjoyed my day after all. I got a card from My love Joo. ta ta ta ta ~~~~ --->

Thanks ppl.

Sister

2010-10-27T16:35:00.000-07:00

If any of you notice, this is the status for my FB for this very moment. Well, just wanna say that this simple text melted my heart. Oh yea !!! I have sistersss that made me laugh like mad girl, wiped my tears when I burst out crying and hugged me in her arms when I'm super down down down, sisters that watched me fail and succeed, stumble and fall, standing up again, cheer me up whenever I need it and most important after all is Love me as I am. I've been blessed with those three awesome sisters and I've got more sisters around me that hold me tight whenever I need beside the real sister that I am having.

"This is LOVE MY SISTERs WEEK! If you have a sister who has made you laugh, wiped your tears, hugged you tight, watched you succeed, seen you fail, cheered you up and kept you strong, copy and paste this to your status. Sisters are a promise that you will have a friend forever. Post this if you have an amazing sister! and WOW i've got tiga and even more! Eunice Tan Lay Chin, Lily Tan Lay Li, Lydia Tan Lay Yong & etc..."

p/s: Simply, just wanna express and tell the world that I LOVE YOU, sisters. Whoever read this I know you know who I meant. =)

Random

2010-10-26T10:58:00.000-07:00

Just simply love this picture. LOL So random and it's so ngam.

I had abundant love from people around me and from my Heaven Father.

Love the way I am because I am who I am in Your presence!

2010-10-23T12:41:00.000-07:00

Just feel like dropping by to say some words. What to say... let's see....

Talk about birthday? I guess that's what I think, I want, I am going to share. Here it goes... When strike 00:00 on 21.10.2010. I am the first one to wish myself happy birthday in the mirror and then went back to face my inorganic notes. [LOL, sound pity] After a couples of minute. "Coz I'm not superman and ....." my ringtone k, too details. haha! Dad and mom in on the phone wishing their super daughter a happy 21st birthday, followed by lily. Well obviously my piggy Lydia slept and my Eunice sister who won the piggy award also slept as pig. HEHE. Then "thrink thrink" message coming in to my phone...Then comment after comments in facebook. Frankly, though it's just a normal comment, but I am happy to have all those wishes! Next my YY send me msg... owhhh so sweet of her for remembered and send me a message from Sydney and HT for calling from IOWA. =) Oh no no .... the best part is about to come! On that particular, I had my Inorganic paper! Best part. Had paper on birthday ... huh. Bad. Plus with my botany result. Gosh, that makes my day "superb"! Then night had korean dinner with frnds. Ate till stomach exploded! Then was SURPRISED by frnd with their hand made cake. Wheee ~~~ so sweet of them. Then light off.

The next night I was again suprise by my kakak PA. She bought a cake and Eu Joon cook dinner for me. Owhhh ... that was delicious. Seriously ... No doubt he is a good cook. I felt asleep when they wanna surprise me and I woke up because of their phone call. Oh gosh .. I was so blur and walk out and really surprise by them. =D Then back to room again and light off. Exhausted after a tiring whole week.

Pictures? Ohhh ... promise will upload it when my friend uploaded it in Facebook!

21? Sound special to everyone because this is when they say you can have your gold key girl! To me, the gold key my parents given that to me long ago. The freedom they gave me and the trust that they had in me made into the person I am today, I promise that I will never ever let them down but will make them proud. Every birthday that I had is precious to me. Because 21 years old can only happen once in a life time so were the others. That is why there isn't any too special for this 21 cause every birthday is extremely special to me.

Mom, I just want to thank you for the pain that you had gone thru in delivering me into this world. The indescribable pain...I just wanna say I love you very much. In return, I promise that I will love myself and made you proud of me! You have my words! Muackssss

Hit on 21

2010-10-19T05:42:00.000-07:00

21202010. Gosh just a lil different with this special date 20102010! 21 is coming..Hmmm... excited? Not really, but not excited just because having exam on that day, going to have result on that day. grrr... Actually everyday is special, but why will most of us felt that the day we born is more special than any other? Same goes with me. It's just a day where mom labored me out with such pain 21 years ago. [I had to admit that I thank mom for bringing me to this world SUPER thank and SUPER love] BUT it's a past right? I dont know how to say this ... 21102010 seems to a special day because all said that when you reach 21 then you will have freedom given by parent. Freedom to do anything. Well obviously dad and mom had given me the freedom that people talking about long ago. On that day itself you also will be eating, drinking, sleeping and all those daily routine that you been doing all this while. So what is it so special about turning into 21? I also no idea but I just feel that it's SPECIAL too. hehe. 矛盾

If you ask me, I will say that every birthday is special to me. I love having birthday because I feel happy. Just feel happy. That's it. HAHA. I wish for a super unforgettable birthday but now I am still on the way experiencing every birthday that I am having. To be honest, every birthday that I had is special and I enjoyed but I always wish for something more special. Gosh ... I guess that's what people call greedy. XD

Weeee weeee weee.. i am going too far. My point is. The coming 21 is a special day that I am going thru with inorganic exam - special enough? ggggrrrrrr....More luck to my exam? [never I believe luck for exam]

ok, ciao ! study time.... waiting for my "temporary" 21 to come in sight!

原来

2010-10-16T06:00:00.000-07:00

我还是看了
心还是痛了
泪还是流了
事实是我想这样的吗
这两天都有在想
可以不去想吗可以不去看吗
可以只是不过是我自己想看多一下下
我也不知希望可以看到些什么
就是想看看了又.........
算了吧, 我就是爱找自己麻烦.

ATP-Currency for energy!

2010-10-12T06:11:00.001-07:00

I am seriously so worn-out. SUPER worn-out.

Imagine having class, having labs and all those assignments tests, and exam exam exam on this week. Down for four paper. 3 more coming on the highway to meet me. AND the botany lab exam! OH MY GOSH ....

Anyway, busy makes my life a bit better. Better than nothing to do, better than sitting and goyang kaki and dreaming. [sound a lil crazy huh? wahahaha]

All this busy weeks makes my life up side down. Sleep and evening, wake at night. Wheee ~~~~ but I kind of like this tho it's not good, mmm mmmm no good. But enjoyed, enjoying and will enjoy it. xD

Lots of things going around in my head, but dont know how to express it. Maybe not for now, so later ya!

ciao for now!

Feel~~~ling

2010-10-09T03:15:00.000-07:00

Today I went to a wedding in a church. It's not a lot of people, oh yesss it's just a few people which I dont know. (jz accompany my friend there)

Owhhh gosh! The wedding dress look so beautiful on her, really beautiful! The bridegroom look great v his white out fit. The happiness that I saw and feel from them touches my heart.

The moment they put on the ring for each other, the moment they say "I am ready", it melted my heart.

Marriage. That's the most beautiful and wonderful moment. Because that's the moment where two heart is ready to commit to each other and till death do them apart.

This is what I found in the wedding booklet:

"Pernikahan membutuhkan tiga peribadi

agar menjadi sempurna,

tidak cukup perjumpaan dua orang saja

Mereka harus dipersatukan dalam kasih Pencipta yang bertakhta di surga.

Untuk mencapai pernikahan bahagia,

dibutuhkan peribadi ketiga: Yesus Kristus

I wonder where and when will i find one that is ready for me to commit my whole life for him and one that is ready to commit himself for me. I'll be waiting patiently for God to send me the Mr. Right.

Marriage, it's all about commitment and

love of two souls in the presence of God's love.

**********************************************************************************

Here it goes with another special event for today!

This is a girl that I came to know for almost 3 and a half years. This girl.

She made me laugh like a mad mad girl.

She show her small small hand when I am in need.

She and me share a lot of similarities in doing things and thought.

She gave me a place to lend whenever I need it, even without I asking for it.

Sometimes I even thought that she is the worm inside my stomach. [wahahaha]

My life is great when I was in hell [form 6] cause she is one of the mate when I was in there.

Me, her, and another him is the one that cheers each other whenever either of us "offline".

She is now 21, so will I in a couple of weeks. How I wish I am there to wish her Happy Birthday. How I wish I am there to celebrate and do her a lil surprise for her.

oh no !!! this is the last photo I took with her. grrrrrr

joo, wanna take more photo with you when we meet!

She is simply awesome! All the love and best of wishes from this far away me to you, YUN JOO CHAN!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! LOVE you .... You know I miss you and miss to try to use oxygen tank someday v you. =D

Mix

2010-10-07T05:33:00.000-07:00

原来我不是那么的乐观

原来我也因为小小的事情

而改变我的态度

我是不是不应该呢?

但就是觉得

不对了就应该道歉

一天不道歉心里就有着一点点

不开心

或许大家都是朋友吧或许我只想大家好好的

就请你在说话前想想再说好吗?

就算你是这样的你那又怎样

你知道了吗......

****************************************************************

The world might go against me

The world might say no to me

BUT

The only thing I want to do in this whole life is to

Love

Love Him

Love my one and only one God

Sorry to say

2010-10-05T08:54:00.000-07:00

Can't figure out why can people talk

Without thinking twice

Can't figure out why people will hurt others

Without realising it

Can't figure out why

There are so many why[ssss] in my head

I might be the same as you

I might hurt someone like you do

BUT I guess I know when I hurt people's feeling

Lord,

"I will not do what I do not want others do to me"

Help me Lord to control

my heart

my mouth

and my mind

= I

2010-09-28T11:08:00.000-07:00

真的好想不要这样了

但我还是这样了

My prayer

2010-09-28T06:04:00.000-07:00

Lord,

Teach me to guard my heart

Teach me to control my words

Teach me to have Your mind

Teach me to depend on You

Teach me Lord to be thankful all the time

Teach me to say "I am sorry" for every unrighteous things I did

Teach me to humble myself

Teach me to LOVE like You do

Teach me Lord to come before You

AS there is NON like You

That I ever can put trust in

Love LILY

2010-09-25T10:41:00.000-07:00

Dear she,

She. Is not a simple girl at all. Not at all. She have the power to make me laugh and smile till I drop myself and start rolling on floor. The power to keep my mouth keep talking funny stuff and making funny look. Power to warm my heart with her hugs and calm me which makes me cry even worse. I love her power that touches my heart with her words in her mouth. Power to cry as she wishes to.This girl of mine, she might have thousands of bad attitudes BUT I love her in the way she is because this makes her grow to be stronger each day.

She might be simple, but the light that shine within her is marvelous, incredible. Taste her if you ever taste, she is AWESOME! Simply because she is MINE sis, Joanna’s sister – LILY . xD

Love the way you are. You know that you are real reall really important to ME!

“Getting in XX old will definitely makes you shine even more outstandingly.” I prayed.

Happy birthday. 生日快乐. Selamat Hari Jadi. To MY SAN JIE! ALWAYS LOVE YOU LOVE YOU …

Love from,

ER JIE

头痛的我

2010-09-21T01:03:00.000-07:00

头疼

疼得就快要疯了

疼得想把自己的头剖开来看看

是怎么了...

好想现在就飞回家

在家疗疗头的疼

因为有你们的紧张, 关心, 和唠叨

回来的那一天

它不听话的出来了

原来也是那么的不坚强

原来我也是那么的 "homey lil girl"

好喜欢在家大吵大闹

好喜欢在家大大声笑

好喜欢在家做个捣乱鬼

我就是喜欢在家啦!!!!

回来了,你说烦不烦????

T.T

homesick-ing ....

What am I waiting for?

2010-09-18T23:14:00.000-07:00

In 2009, my corner of the world had one of the coldest summers on record. Then snowflakes fell early in the fall. My friends and I joked that we don’t know about global warming, but we’re all for it. We’re threatening to buy larger vehicles and any product that comes in aerosol—whatever it takes to expand the greenhouse effect and extend our summers.

Despite our gallows humor, many of our neighbors continue to warn us about the impending danger of climate change and our need to reduce our carbon emissions. Their concerns demonstrate a kind of faith. They may not directly experience rising temperatures, yet their calls for change have led many to conclude that global warming is a future reality which requires action now.

According to Hebrews 11:1, this is the very definition of faith. This verse describes faith as the confidence (“the substance”) of “what we hope for” and the assurance (“the proof”) of “things we cannot see.” Faith brings the invisible facts of the future into the present.

Some see reasons to believe in climate change, but we can all know with certainty that Jesus will return to establish the “new heavens and new earth” (2 Peter 3:13). We may not live to see the second coming, but like the heroes of faith in Hebrews 11, we may die “still believing what God had promised . . . . They did not receive what was promised, but they saw it all from a distance and welcomed it” (Hebrews 11:13).

Our expectations for the future determine how we live now. If we expect Jesus to return, we will live as though He might come back today. The pressing question of the present is all about the future. What are you waiting for?

The title for this article is "What are you waiting for?" but i rather but it with "am I?" I asked myself questions about this article when I read in ODJ. How much faith I am holding and looking forward for HIS return. Absolutely I am looking forward for His return but there are times tat I tend to swift away. This particular one, remind me.

Does it remind you of anything too?? I hope it does.

Just a Dream

2010-09-13T07:12:00.000-07:00

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

Let me tell you about a girl who changed my world

I don't know just how she's doin' that

she's on my mind, she's takin' my time

I'm loosin' my way but now she's bringin' me back

She's my Ipod, I got her on REPLAY

I LOVE THE WAY SHE LIES and she's making me wanna say

the DJ GOT US FALLIN' IN LOVE

We like DYNAMITE, and I just can't get enough

Pre Chorus

What goes up must come down

now baby your not around

I'm layin' all alone in the middle of the night

Verse 2

Let me tell you 'bout a girl who changed my life

She's a triple threat and she's just my type

Voice of a goddess,

can dance to this flow,

she be turnin' heads everywhere that she goes

She's my Ipod, I got her on REPLAY

I LOVE THE WAY SHE LIES and she's making me wanna say

the DJ GOT US FALLIN' IN LOVE

We like DYNAMITE, and I just can't get enough

Pre Chorus

What goes up must come down

now baby your not around

I'm layin' all alone in the middle of the night

Gosh, he-JV is so handsome. xD

What A Joke

2010-09-11T05:23:00.000-07:00

Once. One indian. One chinese. One malay. Died.

Now they are here at the waiting line in heaven to confront with God.

One by One.

God gave them another chance by asking them to pay for 5dollar. [gosh... cheap]

Oh well ... the indian is back.

People question. How come you're alive ? Indian:" I paid God 5dollar"

Then he told the offer that God offered him.

Where's the chinese? He answered: "bargaining the price with God"

Where's the malay? He answered: "waiting for the fund from government"

WAHAHAHAHA!

p/s: no offence. It's just a joke from email. LOL

如果这是爱情

2010-09-08T21:26:00.000-07:00

你做了选择 对的错的

我只能承认 心是痛的

 怀疑你舍得 我被伤的那么深

 就放声哭了 何必再强忍

 我没有选择 我不再完整

 原来最后的吻 如此冰冷

你只能默认 我要被割舍

眼看着 你走了

 如果这不是结局 如果我还爱你

如果我愿相信 你就是唯一

如果你听到这里 如果你依然放弃

那这就是爱情 我难以抗拒

如果这就是爱情 本来就不公平

 你不需要讲理 我可以离去

 如果我成全了你 如果我能祝福你

那不是我看清 是我证明 我爱你

灰色的天空 无法猜透

多余的眼泪 无法挽留

什么都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱

 被呵护的人 原来不是我

我不要你走 我不想放手

却又不能够奢求 同情的温柔

你可以自由 我愿意承受

 把昨天 留给我

歌词完完全全反映了我的心情.

不是我放不开, 而是我不想放开.

是这样的吗?

My Nation

2010-09-01T08:48:00.001-07:00

No matter what our authority done and say. They are still the authority over us, still rule over us, still the king of this nation. I wonder how many out there is still like the "N". So many unfairness among us, unlimited, infinity. But what we can do? Nothing … I should say we cant even change a single thing. I am not the exception one.

I should say I love Malaysia, I am proud to be a Malaysian but doesn't mean that I agree every single thing that government decide. Sorry to say …

Yet. I will still pray for my nation Malaysia because I am ask to pray for my authority and I do it will my heart. Cause I know one day, GOD will do a miracle in this land of mine. =)

Happy Independent Day, Malaysia.

That's me

2010-08-30T03:16:00.000-07:00

Joanna 乔安娜 - God's Gracious Gift 上帝仁慈的赠礼

Some call me Joanna

Some call me Jo

Some call me Ann

Some call me Joan

Some call me JoJo

Some call me Hsien

Some call me Lay Hsien

Some call me Bamboo

Some call me Boo

Some call me Pooh

Some call me Jie Jie

Some call me Er Jie

Some call me Nan Ren, Da Ge (lately)

LOL ... I like all [except the lately name] !

Name is just a very small part of my life. Every different way represent a different feeling, different thought, different story. I tried not to response to some of the names, but afterall I do response and even kind of use to the way I am name. xD

That's so me.

Re-focus

2010-08-27T10:50:00.000-07:00

Senses is sensing for me to write something, feel like there is a lot of stuff running through my head. Too bad. Really bad. I can't really express this kind of feeling. I can't and I don't know where to start.

Perhaps. Should start with this new life. Living with latin name of plant's classification, the voice of boring lecturer, the stress of lecture asking blah blah blah, the brain of other and so so so on .... Whatever it is. Just ignore. Maybe should really pack up all my holidays mood after my raya break. HAHA! Obviously still in santai-ing mood .... xD

Hmm ... Mood? Well, hard to describe. Cause it's too complicated.

Spiritually? Honestly, I am kind of distracted [ I should say ]. By things around me. Trying to get back my focus and I just wanna be ready to be His vessels. Anytime, anywhere any moment He want. well, maybe a small talk is needed for some disturbance in my heart.

All I want now is to be re-focus.

See, Think, Move

Yeap

Filled with LOVE

The End

Oryza sativa

F.A.I.T.H

雨後天空

Tea? Coffee?

A minute of Stress-free

Memories

Why Curls?

剪头发了

22 Birthday

Bye October

My star

Me again.

October

Babble

Domo Again

有感而发

I'm in love

Solved

My little One

Update

Sentimental

几米

Listen

Selfish

Silver Anniversary

Ooorigami

给妈妈您的Post

My Redeemer Lives - Nicole C Mullen

Random

胡夏《愛 都是對的》

Different way

Tsk tsk tsk

一个人

My letter

No title

饿了

蓝蓝的天

Lately

宅了

一个人生活

Appreciate

1st Ang Pow

Surprise from dad and mom!

Miss

L.I.F.E

It's the month of christmas

再次出发

I promise

Blessed Sunday

儿歌

Eat. Pray. Love.

Mmmm…

Here you goes

Sister

Random

Hit on 21

原来

ATP-Currency for energy!

Feel~~~ling

Mix

Sorry to say

= I

My prayer

Love LILY

头痛的我

What am I waiting for?

Just a Dream

What A Joke

如果这是爱情

My Nation

That's me

Re-focus

胡夏《愛都是對的》